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2007-08-13

Dilemma  

Sometimes, we really come to a point in life where God lay down several difficult choices so we will learn not to lean on our own wisdom, not on our own knowledge, but to fully trust Him, and to depend on Him...

I don't know what to think right now... I don't know what I'm feeling... It's just so unclear... Things had been very much blurred to me these days... I know I need to decide on things soon but I'm afraid of what it would do to me so I constantly procrastinate my decisions... And so, until now, I'm still being bothered by these things I need to ponder upon.! I don't know what to do? Still the same question, over and over again...

God, please show me the way...Right now, I can really say, "I am standing on Your grace, and Your grace alone!"

Thank you www.the-infinite.org

2007-08-10

Fever  

A rise in the temperature of the body; frequently a symptom of infection.

Synonyms: febricity, febrility, feverishness, pyrexia

I've been very upset and stressed by what is going on in the office lately. I am very much troubled because I felt that these things concern me a lot as well as my performance and much more, my relationship with them. Of course, I really want to be in good terms with everybody, on the contrary, that is not the case.

I felt that everything I do right now is being judged as to whether it is in favor or against someone. The more I wanted to, as much as possible, please them, the more my actions are being used against me. Help! What should I do?

These are the times when I really wanted to escape these harsh realities of life and return to solitude. I have been thinking about these a couple of times now. And I felt that I really should think about it and pray about it really, really well. I don't know if this really is part of my escaping, but I believe my relationship with my co-workers matters a lot with my performance at work, especially when the projects I am handling needs to be constantly discussed with these people. So I am really having a hard time thinking and deciding whether I pursue leaving this or just face them all. Of course, facing them is one thing I am struggling about and my best option (or shall I say, escape) thus far is really to get out of here and go to somewhere else. But where is somewhere else? *temperature rising*