pretty amazing grace

I like changes, but am not fond of them. Why? Well, for once, I like changing myself, more like and hope so, for the better. But most of the times, I can not adspt well to the changes happening around me, especially situations, circumstances, and the likes. I like it when the year is changing, new hopes, new visions, etc. I like it when the day is changing, new day, new opportunity, and the likes. But when it comes to big changes such as going from one phase of life to next, argh, I am having a hard time coping with it. Most of the times, I end up being pressured by the things I need to do in order to keep up with the flow of events. And being pressured is not one of the joyous things in my life. Maybe, I just have a tme for myself. Maybe, not the perfect time for those people around me, but I know when I can fully function well, at a certain time I know and feel like it. Maybe, it takes a time. But I know I will do it everntually. Oftentimes, this is not the case because well, I don't have all the time in the world. Duh, it's revolving around the sun and rotating around its axis without any force or whatsoever coming from me, so why would it wait for me? What should I do? As if there's a lot of choices. Of course, I have to run with it!

Got to go!